I know this blog lately has been a bit of downer and seemingly chronicling my struggles but the bottom line is- I am struggling. In all areas of my life (except spiritually- that is the part of my life that while not perfect- I am more in tune with God than I have been in a long time) I am struggling. I fighting to find purpose in who I am and what I do. I am fighting to keep dreaming and knowing that it's okay to dream beyond where I am. I'm fighting to keep tears from falling on a daily basis. I'm fighting to keep my head above water when I feel like I am drowning. And this may be why I am more in tune with God right now- because He is all I have. He is what I am clinging to. He is the knot at the end of my rope that I am hanging on to.
All this to say- my posts may be few and far between (even more so than they already have been) while I fight. In the meantime- these have words that I cling to:
**I know this is not a typical "health" post- but sometimes real life intersects with my blogging and I just need to put it out there.