Sunday, October 27, 2013

Fighting...

I know this blog lately has been a bit of downer and seemingly chronicling my struggles but the bottom line is- I am struggling.  In all areas of my life (except spiritually- that is the part of my life that while not perfect- I am more in tune with God than I have been in a long time) I am struggling.  I fighting to find purpose in who I am and what I do.  I am fighting to keep dreaming and knowing that it's okay to dream beyond where I am.  I'm fighting to keep tears from falling on a daily basis.  I'm fighting to keep my head above water when I feel like I am drowning.  And this may be why I am more in tune with God right now- because He is all I have.  He is what I am clinging to.  He is the knot at the end of my rope that I am hanging on to. 

All this to say- my posts may be few and far between (even more so than they already have been) while I fight.  In the meantime- these have words that I cling to:





**I know this is not a typical "health" post- but sometimes real life intersects with my blogging and I just need to put it out there.

4 comments:

abusybee - DoubleClick Connections said...

Sorry you are going thru tough times! Stay strong and carry on! Will be keeping you in my prayers! Carri~A Running bee

Bill (cycleguy) said...

Not sure of all that is going on but you know where I am. Remember there are those who do love you. You know I do.

Alicia Curley said...

Sending a lot of positivity your way. Just keep in mind, that no matter how hard things get, you WILL get through them, even if you don't know how yet. Have faith :) I do know you!

Flaming June said...

BTDT!
Praying for you, Tami as you go through the refining process! Sometimes, God is like a mother eagle... stirring the nest and pushing her babies to the side until they get uncomfortable enough to take the risk and try to fly!