Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come. 2 Corinthians 5:17 (ESV)
As I was running (and struggling- race recap to come later) I kept thinking how this was going to be the new start that I desperately needed and that I am the one who makes my choices. It is time to draw a line and realize that I can't do this on my own. I can only do it with God in charge, letting go of it all and having the accountability of friends.
"this is where i draw the line
this is the where the old me dies
light a match, let it burn, kiss it goodbye,
giving up what i was
this is where i draw the line
Another battle I've lost fighting solo
How many times must I learn what I already know?
Can't do this on my own
I wasn't meant to fight alone
So I'm lifting my hands in surrender
Take my faults and my flaws, make me better
Cause this is where I end: right where You begin"